give me love.

I’m sorry that I’m still alive. I will change this soon. I’m sorry that I’m the way I am. You never deserved someone like me in your life, you deserve so much better. I’m sorry that I’ve made you cry. I hope that it won’t ever happen again. I’m sorry that I smile, although I feel like crying and screaming and yelling. i cant do this.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.


die.

i just fucking want to kill myself, i have nothing, nothing to live for, people dont get me and my fucked up self. I fucking hate myself, i dont want to live, i dont know why i cant just go out and do it. I wont be a fucking burden to anyone. Noone will be bothered, i wont have to bitch to my girlfriend. Ive already have fucked up her life. Shes taking pills because of me, she wants to stick her fingures down her throught because of me, she has no friends because of me, she hates her self because of me, i wont be surprise of she starts smoking or drinking because of me, and she cuts because of my fucked up life. I hate myself, everything about me. im tired of getting upset, im tired of crying, im tired of being hurt. fuck it.


ithurtssomuch:

I’m sorry that I’m still alive. I will change this soon. I’m sorry that I’m the way I am. You never deserved someone like me in your life. I’m sorry that I’m making you cry. I hope that it won’t ever happen again. I’m sorry that I smile, although I feel like crying and screaming and yelling. 
I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

ithurtssomuch:

I’m sorry that I’m still alive. I will change this soon. I’m sorry that I’m the way I am. You never deserved someone like me in your life. I’m sorry that I’m making you cry. I hope that it won’t ever happen again. I’m sorry that I smile, although I feel like crying and screaming and yelling.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

(via galaxyrunners)